Saturday, March 17, 2007

There's Got To Be....

....more to life than chasing chicks and chasing checks or in my case, chasing men and chasing money. There's just got to be. I mean right now all I would like in the world is a pint of Haagen Daz and a good lay but still...ultimately I want someone to call my own and a modicum of financial security. Sigh. So maybe all there is to life is money and men. LOL.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Quote of the Day

A censor is a man who knows more than he thinks you ought to.
- Granville Hicks

So, It Looks....

like I've managed to get over my GH obssesion. I saw him a couple of days ago in the gym and I didn't lose my mind. He is still uber sexy but I'm over him. For the most part. I hope. Sigh. Im still not getting laid. I've managed to get on the "I'm not getting any" track, so its not that bad. Believe me I've got more than enough to keep me busy. Soon I'll be headed home anyway, so it will be all kids all the time. More than enough to keep me occupied and my mind off of my empty bed.

Monday, February 26, 2007

Well Oscar Night....

...turned out pretty well overall. Eddie didn't get his Oscar but J-Hud, Whittaker and Scorsese did. Not bad. Not bad at all. I'm still a little pissy that not one of the Dreamgirls songs won though.

Quote of the Day

You don't pay a ho to fuck you. You pay her to leave.
- Victor Sweet, Four Brothers

Sunday, February 25, 2007

J-Hud Won Her...

...Oscar, that's great. I broke down and called GH, largely b/c I couldn't remember if I remmebered his number correctly. I'd text him twice, nothing salacious, and hadn't gotten a response. Apparently I had rememebered the number but his text isn't working, something with his service he said. We talked. It wan't bad. I'm still no closer to getting any action. Oh well. I can't really pray for any ass but here's hoping some falls out of the sky and lands in my lap.

As I Continue... avoid doing my homework, I've been thinking about my GH issues. And the reality is I just want to Fuck. Preferably him b/c I know what I'm getting: A hot body, a vigorous workout, and several mind-numbing orgasms. Simple. And all that's required from a guy you're just trying to fuck.

Now, since I called things off with GH, I've talked to him more than in the time we were dealing. I joke that in the two weeks after I called it quits, I talked to him more than I did in the last two months we were, "together."

But he seemed to have cooled off recently. Well, at least since I've been making overtures at him. When he was making overtures at me it was all good. But the moment I was like, "Hey I'm just trying to fuck," he hasn't had much to say. Go figure.

While it is true that I am looking for a relationship, I also don't plan on being celibate for the next five years while I'm looking. But I'm also not trying to break in anybody new while I'm still here either. And most folk who I might tap are too close to GH for comfort.

I know I called things off, but I figured if I had an itch that needed scratching here and there, he'd be the guy to call. I mean really, he's already scratched me on any number of occasions already. Why not be the fallback guy. My Dick in a Glass Case if you will. Apparently he doesn't see it that way.

I will say today is a better day than yesterday. Yesterday I was climbing the walls. Today I'm resigned to my sexless status. Sigh.

Quote of the Day

Man, I ain't trying to call no ho no bitch.
- DJay, Hustle and Flow